So how have i been?

I've been good.I've received a few e-cards, e-mails, smses from close friends (thank you!), pouring their concerns regarding my "encountering with death" post.With advices, i went for my blood pressure test and (phew!) was told that everything's well with me, at least, till the doc said, "erm, Marlina, i think you're suffering from acute depression.But, there's nothing much to worry about.You're just tired and lacked of rest.No medication.. but if you need further help with your sleeping problem, just come back to me.Oh ya, please try to cut down on..."

Ya, ok.I'm back on track, or at least i've been cutting some slack in me and tried to.I've been forcing myself to sleep earlier than before, i've cut down on my nicotine intake, i've taken my EPO and vitamin C regularly, i've reduced my workout routines to three times a week.Of all things done, you must be waiting for me to say this, but no, i've not tried to be near God still.*sigh*

It’s been a real hell of a week. I mean in a great way. I’ve got a LOAD of stuff that I want to write, but I just haven’t had any time to put it all down in a readable format.Maybe later, after i'm done with cooking dinner and (the lists go on).

Anyways, i've changed the theme for this blog.Hope you guys like it, coz i had hell loads of fun doing it.Someone's feeling the ghetto love (yikes).But the song (Lost Without You) remains though, coz i am so addicted to it right now.

I'm out fucker...(tak tobat2 jugak tau!)