or not!!!

so someone (you know who you are) used to call me "Miss Universe", coz' my hubba-bubba used to (still does, actually!) check on me 24-7.

He breathes down my neck,really:

check on my handphone (ni biasa la..kita pun check jugak!)

no sexy clothes/cleavage allowed

(waddahell,kalau tetek dah nak terkluar tu nak kata ape...!)

no talking/chatting/ogling at guys!(kenapa lah, jodoh dekni tak dengan orang buta/bisu je?)

calls me umpteen times when i'm out!(boleh meletup handphone!)

bitch too much(guys are better bitch than women are.FACT.)

ask too many of a question whenever i trim my eyebrows ke, shave bulu jembut ke, dye rambut ke, made myself up ke and wotever la.(Rimas!!)

Ok, so the list can go on forever..tak bedek, laki aku ni macam siak kekadang!
yes, i am mad.
I just lost a friend because of my hubster's profoundly absurd jealousy?!
Being married for eight years, i thought that thing should be of the past.
He should have known me better.

Why are husberns such a pest sometimes?

Fuck, i need to drown myself in a pool of shit so he will keep his distance.But wait, i don't want that either.

I do want him to breathe down my neck(huh?)
Contradicting i know.

But, most married women who shared my sentiments, will agree with this..

There are times you wish you never met him.
You wish that he will just disappear.
You screamed "divorce" i donno for how many times now.
But, all at the same times, you're loving it and that's when you go back to being stupid again.(by "stupid", i mean,ya..you know what i mean!)